I feel like such a fucking idiot. Your moving on and I’m here 3 months later dwelling on you. That’s all I feel right now, I hate myself.
If you’re out here why do I miss you so much?
I feel like I had it all
Back before I lost it all
Now I just wait for you to talk to me
But you won’t even look at me, baby
I just want my mind to be made up. Do i want you, or do i want to let you go?
I want the easy way out to make me feel happy and go back to you. I just want to be happy. thats all i want, and i don’t know what to do to find that happiness. It was with you, and then i lost you.